So, I went to the watery thingy, it wasn’t nearly as much water as I thought, but there was this huge aquarium full of stingrays that were rescued and a few eels. Everyone was trying to get the stingrays to show they didn’t mind humans but no one could get them to do anything and I tried and suddenly on the other side of the glass there was a herd of stingrays goofing off trying to get my attention.
I feel bad when I can’t make others happy, like, I think I might not be good enough at sharing how I think and feel to be of any help to anyone and then I just feel like sitting here, rocking, sad, hoping maybe someday magically I can keep my thought process in a straight line for 5 seconds so my worries can be told without breaks and gibberish. But even then it probably wouldn’t ever come out of my mouth correctly.
Is it weird I’m a vegetarian even when I’m playing a game?
I haven’t killed a single innocent animal on minecraft yet. I always worry that I could be, like, this god of a digital world and I’d be killing a creature with a conscious and I’m like AAAH and then I just don’t kill animals.